29 May 2011 - Changes
as time passes, I realized many changes thats affecting me. its putting me down and I don't really know how to put it.
I'm someone with a lot of friends. the word "friends" is just a term to represent I know that person. there are only a few whom I feel close with, and a few whom I feel I can get close with. I'm a kinda passive guy, so very seldom I take the initiative to ask people out..its either people asking me out or else I would be staying at home, doing my own stuffs..basically rotting actually.
I have a clique with a main organizer, he always try to make outings etc. thus we are all pretty close. while we are still young, we should enjoy as much as we can. maybe thats what we all think. its also probably the best time to be hanging out now while we are still free..in a few months time, I'm afraid things would change when all of us starts to get busy..
day by day, as life gets less exciting for me, time ticks slower. I feel as though my life is all about work..though sometimes there was fun in it, but who knows I'm actually struggling with the system there? so now you all know.
my temper has worsened. I don't have as much patience as I used to be now. with all these negative thoughts, I feel as though I've lost myself somehow. I don't know how to put it but yeah, it seems to be the case. someone told me I'm still dreaming away, asking when I would wake up. I don't know actually.
all these changes, they are changing me for the worse. maybe I'm not determined enough, I let trivial matters affect me, in addition to me thinking too much, things got amplified.
I'm someone with a lot of friends. the word "friends" is just a term to represent I know that person. there are only a few whom I feel close with, and a few whom I feel I can get close with. I'm a kinda passive guy, so very seldom I take the initiative to ask people out..its either people asking me out or else I would be staying at home, doing my own stuffs..basically rotting actually.
I have a clique with a main organizer, he always try to make outings etc. thus we are all pretty close. while we are still young, we should enjoy as much as we can. maybe thats what we all think. its also probably the best time to be hanging out now while we are still free..in a few months time, I'm afraid things would change when all of us starts to get busy..
day by day, as life gets less exciting for me, time ticks slower. I feel as though my life is all about work..though sometimes there was fun in it, but who knows I'm actually struggling with the system there? so now you all know.
my temper has worsened. I don't have as much patience as I used to be now. with all these negative thoughts, I feel as though I've lost myself somehow. I don't know how to put it but yeah, it seems to be the case. someone told me I'm still dreaming away, asking when I would wake up. I don't know actually.
all these changes, they are changing me for the worse. maybe I'm not determined enough, I let trivial matters affect me, in addition to me thinking too much, things got amplified.
Labels: Rantings
Written on 5:14 PM
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Kelvin Yeo's the name
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