16 January 2010 - The Quiet Weekend
the weekend is not as lively as it used to be recently...
maybe I haven't been hanging around with BHWR and gang for bowling or any other stuffs.
maybe I have to wait till after my exams then I can hang out with them since Benghui is going Taiwan.
maybe because Huijie has gone to Brunei and he can't disturb us online or hang out with us.
maybe Zhenjie and Winston are rushing their reports in which they have to pass up on Monday, but they would be quite free after that.
maybe its because Zhenguang's laptop got screwed, and that he can't play DotA with us for a few weeks from now, in addition to his Sec 3 school life...whatever.
everyone's so busy, and that made my life very dull. not like I got no work, I mean...I have to prepare my FYP presentation and do a draft out by Tuesday and then present it to my FYP lecturer...and then I can still smell a whole lot of bullshit coming up in school. there are many things in which actually, I have not done at all.
day by day I've been counting the weeks, how long more to go? this time I answered myself, just 6 weeks more to go, and then the I'm out of that place for good, never to return ever again for anything related to studying.
its the last Semester now, though I once told myself to put in the last bit of effort once more, I just felt that I can no longer aim any higher. I've lost sight of my goals, given up in wanting to try my best. even though I've grown a little bit more independent, I still don't feel very good at the end of the day. 6 more weeks of effort, all I have to do is to just endure 6 more weeks, but I don't wish to, because it seemed as though I've reached the End instead of only near the end...yet the fact is just the contrary.
I hate waking up early, because I will have a lot of things running in my mind.
maybe I haven't been hanging around with BHWR and gang for bowling or any other stuffs.
maybe I have to wait till after my exams then I can hang out with them since Benghui is going Taiwan.
maybe because Huijie has gone to Brunei and he can't disturb us online or hang out with us.
maybe Zhenjie and Winston are rushing their reports in which they have to pass up on Monday, but they would be quite free after that.
maybe its because Zhenguang's laptop got screwed, and that he can't play DotA with us for a few weeks from now, in addition to his Sec 3 school life...whatever.
everyone's so busy, and that made my life very dull. not like I got no work, I mean...I have to prepare my FYP presentation and do a draft out by Tuesday and then present it to my FYP lecturer...and then I can still smell a whole lot of bullshit coming up in school. there are many things in which actually, I have not done at all.
day by day I've been counting the weeks, how long more to go? this time I answered myself, just 6 weeks more to go, and then the I'm out of that place for good, never to return ever again for anything related to studying.
its the last Semester now, though I once told myself to put in the last bit of effort once more, I just felt that I can no longer aim any higher. I've lost sight of my goals, given up in wanting to try my best. even though I've grown a little bit more independent, I still don't feel very good at the end of the day. 6 more weeks of effort, all I have to do is to just endure 6 more weeks, but I don't wish to, because it seemed as though I've reached the End instead of only near the end...yet the fact is just the contrary.
I hate waking up early, because I will have a lot of things running in my mind.
Labels: In a Daze
Written on 12:53 PM
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