`Nothing Last Forever, and I want my Everything to be my Nothing

10 July 2011 - Cos I Started Writing With My Left Hand

sometimes its not about how hard we try, the amount of effort we put in. people always say, if you put effort to it, you would achieve what you want. just so you know, they are merely words of encouragement. in reality, luck plays a part in every single thing. if you are suay, in other words unlucky, things will never go the right way.

I live a life with much freedom since the end of my secondary school life. all my life, I had never tried all my best to do things in its best. usually I would just smoke through, grumble and then live with it.
in groups I don't make the final call unless nobody wants to make a single decision. I hate making decisions, because I know there will definitely be a few not-so-good response. then again I know sometimes there is no decisions that can please every single one. I've no confidence in many things, so I slipped many chances for many things. I hardly try things again after I fail, because I always feel that even if I try again, the end result is the same.

once, I tried hard for something I want, but it seems that it turned out to be getting nowhere. I put in quite a bit of effort into it, I tried umpteen times but never once I succeeded. I'm disappointed in myself. be it whether I smoke things through or try hard, the end result I see is the same, an Epic Fail.

so whats the point of trying so hard?

a nonsensical sentence - things never go the Right way because I'm not a Right Handed.
maybe it's true.

Labels: Rantings, Thoughts

Written on 1:05 AM

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Kelvin Yeo's the name
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I'm nothing extraordinary
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