10 July 2011 - Cos I Started Writing With My Left Hand
sometimes its not about how hard we try, the amount of effort we put in. people always say, if you put effort to it, you would achieve what you want. just so you know, they are merely words of encouragement. in reality, luck plays a part in every single thing. if you are suay, in other words unlucky, things will never go the right way.
I live a life with much freedom since the end of my secondary school life. all my life, I had never tried all my best to do things in its best. usually I would just smoke through, grumble and then live with it.
in groups I don't make the final call unless nobody wants to make a single decision. I hate making decisions, because I know there will definitely be a few not-so-good response. then again I know sometimes there is no decisions that can please every single one. I've no confidence in many things, so I slipped many chances for many things. I hardly try things again after I fail, because I always feel that even if I try again, the end result is the same.
once, I tried hard for something I want, but it seems that it turned out to be getting nowhere. I put in quite a bit of effort into it, I tried umpteen times but never once I succeeded. I'm disappointed in myself. be it whether I smoke things through or try hard, the end result I see is the same, an Epic Fail.
so whats the point of trying so hard?
a nonsensical sentence - things never go the Right way because I'm not a Right Handed.
maybe it's true.
I live a life with much freedom since the end of my secondary school life. all my life, I had never tried all my best to do things in its best. usually I would just smoke through, grumble and then live with it.
in groups I don't make the final call unless nobody wants to make a single decision. I hate making decisions, because I know there will definitely be a few not-so-good response. then again I know sometimes there is no decisions that can please every single one. I've no confidence in many things, so I slipped many chances for many things. I hardly try things again after I fail, because I always feel that even if I try again, the end result is the same.
once, I tried hard for something I want, but it seems that it turned out to be getting nowhere. I put in quite a bit of effort into it, I tried umpteen times but never once I succeeded. I'm disappointed in myself. be it whether I smoke things through or try hard, the end result I see is the same, an Epic Fail.
so whats the point of trying so hard?
a nonsensical sentence - things never go the Right way because I'm not a Right Handed.
maybe it's true.
Written on 1:05 AM
12 June 2011 - Fall Down, Get Up
when things are not ending well, we fell down. we learn to get back up. no matter how tough it goes, we need to get back on our feet.
gotta try harder. much harder.
gotta try harder. much harder.
Labels: Thoughts
Written on 10:20 PM
28 May 2011 - Random Hangout
had a short hangout with Tino, Albert and Siqi together with her new friend called Lun I think. went to have Chicken rice at Novena Ville and the chicken rice is..well, not bad. today's hangout is one of the shortest hangout perhaps, some had to go home, while some had to go elsewhere. thus the reason why I'm home so early.
we had small talks, talking about today's outing etc. its plain and simple, yet comfortable. too bad, time is always so short when it comes to meeting up. hope the next outing would come again soon..
guess I should had gave her no choice but to go eat with her brother and family instead of letting her make the decision even though shes the organizer. she would probably be happier eating with her family instead.
I do not deny the fact that I'm a little bit frustrated over what happened, plus I can see that you are not very happy when we exchanged text messages. my apologies if I was harsh, I may have screwed things up but I hope you understand, nobody likes last minute decisions.
but I may have to put myself into your position, the fact that you were tired, then I really shouldn't have any reasons to be frustrated about.
we had small talks, talking about today's outing etc. its plain and simple, yet comfortable. too bad, time is always so short when it comes to meeting up. hope the next outing would come again soon..
guess I should had gave her no choice but to go eat with her brother and family instead of letting her make the decision even though shes the organizer. she would probably be happier eating with her family instead.
I do not deny the fact that I'm a little bit frustrated over what happened, plus I can see that you are not very happy when we exchanged text messages. my apologies if I was harsh, I may have screwed things up but I hope you understand, nobody likes last minute decisions.
but I may have to put myself into your position, the fact that you were tired, then I really shouldn't have any reasons to be frustrated about.
Labels: Eating Out, Thoughts
Written on 10:31 PM
04 May 2011 - Backtracking
if I backtrack the many events that happened, I would think of the people who used to be around me, the new people whom I met, the group of "family members" I have known for years.
there were pains, as well as some joyous occasions. I always asked myself whether everyone is doing well. those whom I'm able to meet them still, I know they are fine. those who are a distance away from me, its hard to guess whether they are doing good. I hope they are though, after all they played a part in affecting and changing my life. good times, bad times, when you think of them its just kind of funny, how we used to screw things up when we could simply avoid them all.
but then again, I hate to question myself too much, for I know I should be focusing the present, and not the things that has happened and ended before.
there were pains, as well as some joyous occasions. I always asked myself whether everyone is doing well. those whom I'm able to meet them still, I know they are fine. those who are a distance away from me, its hard to guess whether they are doing good. I hope they are though, after all they played a part in affecting and changing my life. good times, bad times, when you think of them its just kind of funny, how we used to screw things up when we could simply avoid them all.
but then again, I hate to question myself too much, for I know I should be focusing the present, and not the things that has happened and ended before.
Labels: Thoughts
Written on 9:01 PM
23 April 2011 - Cherish
majority of the people in this world don't cherish what they have and take things for granted. it is only when they have lost it, they start to realize the importance.
whether or not second chances would be given for them to gain back what they have lost once, I'm not sure, because both options are possible. but if they had cherish what they had back then...none of such things would have happened isn't it?
I came up with an analogy (not sure whether its from anyone but I thought of it myself). its like using your hand to grab hold of something. if you grab it too loosely, it will slip off from your hand. if you grab it tight enough, it will never slip off...
and it is because we always take things for granted, when we lose it, we then realize the importance of it.
Typical Human Beings. that probably includes myself. don't be too complacent in life, learn to be contented with what you have, so you won't lose sight of the things around you.
whether or not second chances would be given for them to gain back what they have lost once, I'm not sure, because both options are possible. but if they had cherish what they had back then...none of such things would have happened isn't it?
I came up with an analogy (not sure whether its from anyone but I thought of it myself). its like using your hand to grab hold of something. if you grab it too loosely, it will slip off from your hand. if you grab it tight enough, it will never slip off...
and it is because we always take things for granted, when we lose it, we then realize the importance of it.
Typical Human Beings. that probably includes myself. don't be too complacent in life, learn to be contented with what you have, so you won't lose sight of the things around you.
Labels: Thoughts
Written on 12:20 AM
31 March 2011 - The Hard Exterior, The Delicate Interior
sometimes, I just can't express myself the way I feel. I'm like an egg with a hard shell on the outside but the inside is just egg yolk and egg white.
if only I have more confidence, I would have taken many steps further instead of being stuck all these while.
whatever I had done, is it worth it? my answer would be a Yes.
the going gets tough, but I persevered, and I'm proud of myself, because this is proof that I know what I want, but whether I'm able to obtain it, it all depends on myself ultimately.
but now....I'm kinda at a loss what I should do.
if only I have more confidence, I would have taken many steps further instead of being stuck all these while.
whatever I had done, is it worth it? my answer would be a Yes.
the going gets tough, but I persevered, and I'm proud of myself, because this is proof that I know what I want, but whether I'm able to obtain it, it all depends on myself ultimately.
but now....I'm kinda at a loss what I should do.
Labels: Thoughts
Written on 7:59 PM
24 March 2011 - Need to Be vs Can Be
here's the difference between those two.
an example.
I, Need to Be someone who carries out his duty, taking responsibilities when in the Blue Uniform.
on the other hand
I, Can Be anyone whoever I want to be, when I don't have responsibilities given.
the former, I have no choice
the latter, I have choices
in other words, I cannot afford to let my own matters, to affect my duty. I must be strong 12 hours per day, after that...I can just switch off myself.
an example.
I, Need to Be someone who carries out his duty, taking responsibilities when in the Blue Uniform.
on the other hand
I, Can Be anyone whoever I want to be, when I don't have responsibilities given.
the former, I have no choice
the latter, I have choices
in other words, I cannot afford to let my own matters, to affect my duty. I must be strong 12 hours per day, after that...I can just switch off myself.
Labels: Growing Up (NS), Thoughts
Written on 6:37 PM
04 March 2011 - POP LO !!
yesterday was the day where 500+ police trainees turned into police officers. we had our parade, and finally we have ended our first phase of NS.
will be posting some of the pictures, the rest are in facebook...not under my album though.
02 March - Graduation Night
The 2nd Shortest and The Shortest (Me + Ridhwan)
Fad + Me + Akil + Fawwaz
Ivan + Me (Stern Looks)
Imran + Me
NS 50
03 March - POP
I would like to talk a little bit about my own squad after living with them for 4 months. still remembered the first day where we all came into enlistment, all of us were so quiet, trying to get to know one another a little. after some time, most of us got rowdier and of course, closer.
we have our stupid moments, most of us including myself...some of us can't shout loud enough, I got scolded because I didn't want to write lines for punishment, got caught sleeping in study room. we get punished because we are slow, and many more seriously..by the time I name them all, its going to be almost endless.
a few have serious attitude problem...and a few can't mix with us well because he is really plain dumb and no one can correct me regarding this sentence. nonetheless, almost all of us can hang with each other still. usually we get punished together due to these stupid things, but we got over it soon after.
bonds are stronger when we are doing physical trainings together. we support each other during our trainings, we roared out loud telling each other to endure. at times, we get into trouble together, but probably thats the best part of our lives in the Academy. I have very funny bunkmates, who never fails to make all of us laugh, song parodies, funny actions, doing silly things and never ever got caught before. just by recalling it and typing this out now is enough to make me giggle a little. lol.
I have a very humble squadmate named Ivan Tan, an optimistic guy with loads of determination, respectable guy and someone whom people can look up to. he made the squad proud, being the best among all officers. he feels the most upset when we have to split up, for he believed we would never have such a chance to gather up again which is true. but we all know that we would remember how we survived these 4 months.
Respect.
its been a great journey, and now we have to move to our next phase of our NS life. I got my posting, and I did not get what I wanted. but well, I have to perform my duties still. so yeah.
Happy P O P x)
Corporal Kelvin + Corporal Donald
Jian Wei + Samuel + Kelvin + Donald
last but not least...
Fad + Shunding + Fawwaz + Akil + Kenny + Me + Koonhow + Amron
Goodbye NS50 Bunk 1 :)
let us do our best in our respective vocations.
will be posting some of the pictures, the rest are in facebook...not under my album though.
02 March - Graduation Night
The 2nd Shortest and The Shortest (Me + Ridhwan)
Fad + Me + Akil + Fawwaz
Ivan + Me (Stern Looks)
Imran + Me
NS 50
03 March - POP
I would like to talk a little bit about my own squad after living with them for 4 months. still remembered the first day where we all came into enlistment, all of us were so quiet, trying to get to know one another a little. after some time, most of us got rowdier and of course, closer.
we have our stupid moments, most of us including myself...some of us can't shout loud enough, I got scolded because I didn't want to write lines for punishment, got caught sleeping in study room. we get punished because we are slow, and many more seriously..by the time I name them all, its going to be almost endless.
a few have serious attitude problem...and a few can't mix with us well because he is really plain dumb and no one can correct me regarding this sentence. nonetheless, almost all of us can hang with each other still. usually we get punished together due to these stupid things, but we got over it soon after.
bonds are stronger when we are doing physical trainings together. we support each other during our trainings, we roared out loud telling each other to endure. at times, we get into trouble together, but probably thats the best part of our lives in the Academy. I have very funny bunkmates, who never fails to make all of us laugh, song parodies, funny actions, doing silly things and never ever got caught before. just by recalling it and typing this out now is enough to make me giggle a little. lol.
I have a very humble squadmate named Ivan Tan, an optimistic guy with loads of determination, respectable guy and someone whom people can look up to. he made the squad proud, being the best among all officers. he feels the most upset when we have to split up, for he believed we would never have such a chance to gather up again which is true. but we all know that we would remember how we survived these 4 months.
Respect.
its been a great journey, and now we have to move to our next phase of our NS life. I got my posting, and I did not get what I wanted. but well, I have to perform my duties still. so yeah.
Happy P O P x)
Corporal Kelvin + Corporal Donald
Jian Wei + Samuel + Kelvin + Donald
last but not least...
Fad + Shunding + Fawwaz + Akil + Kenny + Me + Koonhow + Amron
Goodbye NS50 Bunk 1 :)
let us do our best in our respective vocations.
Labels: Growing Up (NS), Pictures, Special Occasion, Thoughts
Written on 8:17 PM
19 February 2011 - That Missing Piece
in my current life now, my needs are simple. I've got most of the things I wanted...a good keyboard, a good mouse...better relationship with family members, great friends and buddies, secured my promotion for my NS when I pass out from the academy..despite all these, I'm still unsatisfied with my life.
I should be happy that I've got almost everything I asked for, except one thing which I've been trying to get. but no...I failed miserably as always, and probably thats why my puzzle is never complete..
I should be happy that I've got almost everything I asked for, except one thing which I've been trying to get. but no...I failed miserably as always, and probably thats why my puzzle is never complete..
Labels: Growing Up (NS), In a Daze, Thoughts
Written on 1:01 AM
06 February 2011 - Whatever That Lies Ahead
I've been losing my voice for the past few months recently, and because I could hardly talk, I tried to be as quiet as I could.
apparently I realized I'm someone who don't speak much, I'm more of a thinker. nothing keeps me occupied today, so my mind ran through alot of stuffs again. I'm thinking where I would be 2 years later, how the world would be like by then...where on earth I would be working in the future.
I have a Diploma that I have no use for because I have no intention of working in the engineering field. I don't really have a direction where I should go, and I feel like my future's ruined, screwed.
who knows what is going to happen in the future...for now, just get over my NS before I think again.
and IPPT...if I can't get my promotion because I fail, I know I will curse and swear like a broken recorder.
apparently I realized I'm someone who don't speak much, I'm more of a thinker. nothing keeps me occupied today, so my mind ran through alot of stuffs again. I'm thinking where I would be 2 years later, how the world would be like by then...where on earth I would be working in the future.
I have a Diploma that I have no use for because I have no intention of working in the engineering field. I don't really have a direction where I should go, and I feel like my future's ruined, screwed.
who knows what is going to happen in the future...for now, just get over my NS before I think again.
and IPPT...if I can't get my promotion because I fail, I know I will curse and swear like a broken recorder.
Labels: Growing Up (NS), Thoughts
Written on 6:17 PM
03 January 2011 - 心
sometimes I wonder, when would I get the chance to ask the things I want..
心有点乱，一直在想一些乱七八糟的事情。。过了那天，突然有好几个问题想要问，但是也不知从何开始。。
你的脑海里，到底在想些什么？答案到底在哪里。。
心有点乱，一直在想一些乱七八糟的事情。。过了那天，突然有好几个问题想要问，但是也不知从何开始。。
你的脑海里，到底在想些什么？答案到底在哪里。。
Labels: Random, Rantings, Thoughts
Written on 12:29 AM
01 January 2011 - Welcome to The New Year x)
Happy New Year to readers out there, its a fresh first day of the new year, and I believed majority of us had participated in counting down the arrival of this year.
I had my share of countdown at Marina Square with 3 other friends, the fireworks were simply amazing, to the extent it can make you go "WoW" kind. non-stop 7 minutes of fireworks, with the last big bang to end it all.
It was a sleepless night even though I was exhausted, there were bits of excitement within me, anxiousness, and a little bit uptight...maybe too overprotective over certain things as well.
we headed to Clarke Quay, to hear the booming sounds of the music there, seeing drunkards shouting and screaming away, looking for fights etc...thats one main reason why I hate clubbing places.
none of us had sufficient sleep, and I can tell you I'm extremely lethargic even when I'm blogging right now, I can yawn several times..
from the firm nos, to hesitations. its just confusing.
I had my share of countdown at Marina Square with 3 other friends, the fireworks were simply amazing, to the extent it can make you go "WoW" kind. non-stop 7 minutes of fireworks, with the last big bang to end it all.
It was a sleepless night even though I was exhausted, there were bits of excitement within me, anxiousness, and a little bit uptight...maybe too overprotective over certain things as well.
we headed to Clarke Quay, to hear the booming sounds of the music there, seeing drunkards shouting and screaming away, looking for fights etc...thats one main reason why I hate clubbing places.
none of us had sufficient sleep, and I can tell you I'm extremely lethargic even when I'm blogging right now, I can yawn several times..
from the firm nos, to hesitations. its just confusing.
Labels: Hanging Out, Special Occasion, Thoughts
Written on 11:34 PM
18 December 2010 - S-T-R-E-S-S
I've been staying at home more than often whenever I book out..it feels like I've lost contact with the outside world more or less..I've not been meeting my friends at all, except yesterday when I booked out and had MacDonalds with Huijie..other than that, I think I've cut off all connections with the rest..
I'm feeling kinda stress, with the pile of work I have to do as well as the many thoughts thats running through my mind.
PDT test is going on..
I have IPPT this coming Tuesday and I don't even know if I can scrape through it..
and theres pocketbook and Ten Years Series to be done...I can't believe I have to actually face TYS again in my whole life..argh
and I have to wake up early on a Sunday to do labour work in exchange for not having to book in at night but on Monday morning instead...fair trade or not I'm not really sure but well..waking up early on a Sunday not to have fun is just so..
so much for grumbling, I guess I shall go to sleep already, or else I will be late and get into trouble again.
等到累了。。sigh.
I'm feeling kinda stress, with the pile of work I have to do as well as the many thoughts thats running through my mind.
PDT test is going on..
I have IPPT this coming Tuesday and I don't even know if I can scrape through it..
and theres pocketbook and Ten Years Series to be done...I can't believe I have to actually face TYS again in my whole life..argh
and I have to wake up early on a Sunday to do labour work in exchange for not having to book in at night but on Monday morning instead...fair trade or not I'm not really sure but well..waking up early on a Sunday not to have fun is just so..
so much for grumbling, I guess I shall go to sleep already, or else I will be late and get into trouble again.
等到累了。。sigh.
Labels: Growing Up (NS), Thoughts
Written on 11:56 PM
15 December 2010 - 没用的家伙！！
为什么我不吭声，为什么就是没胆量主动跟你聊？为什么我那么没用？！？！
心里是多么想和你聊，但是。。。
SIGHHHHHHHHHHH !!!
心里是多么想和你聊，但是。。。
SIGHHHHHHHHHHH !!!
Labels: Thoughts
Written on 12:22 AM
13 December 2010 - 主动
有时候，我不知道什么是对，什么是错。
有一段时间，大家都能一起哈哈大笑，一起出来吃喝玩乐。
过了一段时期，个忙个的，有空的时间也越来越少，见面的机会也越来越少了，联络的时间也越来越少。
如果没有人愿意主动约大家出来，是不是每个人都会散吗？如果是的话，其实那只是自己的想法。其他人怎么想呢？我们到底有没有互相想大家，只有我们自己知道。。
虽然大家都个忙个的，但是脑海里在想什么，没有人知道，理由在于没有坦白, 没有人愿意主动。。就算多么地在乎，也没有人知道。
我不要这种陌生的感觉，我要像几个月前那种感觉，我们一般人再能出来，一起哈哈大笑。
虽然我主动，不否认原应是想见你， 但主要的是我想大家再能一起出来，见每个人的笑容，包括你的。
看来我说了太多废话了。。这次的圣诞节会过得快乐吗？
我做主动，到底是对还是错？谁能给我答案？
有一段时间，大家都能一起哈哈大笑，一起出来吃喝玩乐。
过了一段时期，个忙个的，有空的时间也越来越少，见面的机会也越来越少了，联络的时间也越来越少。
如果没有人愿意主动约大家出来，是不是每个人都会散吗？如果是的话，其实那只是自己的想法。其他人怎么想呢？我们到底有没有互相想大家，只有我们自己知道。。
虽然大家都个忙个的，但是脑海里在想什么，没有人知道，理由在于没有坦白, 没有人愿意主动。。就算多么地在乎，也没有人知道。
我不要这种陌生的感觉，我要像几个月前那种感觉，我们一般人再能出来，一起哈哈大笑。
虽然我主动，不否认原应是想见你， 但主要的是我想大家再能一起出来，见每个人的笑容，包括你的。
看来我说了太多废话了。。这次的圣诞节会过得快乐吗？
我做主动，到底是对还是错？谁能给我答案？
Written on 12:01 AM
12 December 2010 - Gutless
I do not have what it takes to be gutsy towards you.
I do not know the meaning of guts when you are in the picture.
I suddenly feel a bit as though we are strangers, that I'm just a stepping stone.
I'm not insane, I just think more than what is needed.
I do not know the meaning of guts when you are in the picture.
I suddenly feel a bit as though we are strangers, that I'm just a stepping stone.
I'm not insane, I just think more than what is needed.
Labels: Thoughts
Written on 11:48 PM
01 November 2010 - NS Phase
starting tomorrow, its another new phase. barging into a new environment, surrounded by the many people with unfamiliar faces, having to live with them and to adapt the new lifestyle inside.
looking back since after the exams, the days passed in a blink of an eye. 8 months..how fast it flew. feeling frustrated with the fact that I needed to think of what to do for the following months, I tried looking for jobs online but failed umpteen times. it was then, through the IT fair I had worked during the 4 days for part time, I was brought into the IT world, taught by the correct person fortunately.
I learnt many things, the experience, the attitude of different types of people like how absurd and ridiculous they can be or perhaps the nice and easygoing customers where you would treat them like they are your friends, building good relations at the end of the day. I met many people in my workplace, there are those who backstabs, there are those who are arrogant, there is sadly, only a few who are nice. I belonged to the arrogant groupings, for I seldom socialize with those from other showrooms. I find them very fake sometimes, I couldn't stand the facade and the many commotions created at times, but then again...if I just ignored everything and just do my own sales, life would be much easier.
during work, I felt stress for the first few months. I kept ranting about how bad my sales was, but it was all because of my own mistake that I felt that unnecessary anxiety. I learnt how to relax after a long time, and indeed it proved effective. there are some matters you can't make haste with...so we just have to take a step at a time, even if its going to take us long.
5 plus months passed by then, and I guess I needed a break for a month before I get enlisted. there were many days which were hard to pass by, because I had nothing to do throughout the weekdays. time ticked slowly whenever I was alone at home. my desktop's my only companion and nothing else.
some of the days however, were outings with lots of fun, some in which I wouldn't want to forget. time flies during the outing, and I always hoped for the impossible - hoping time would stop for that few moments, letting me spend more time with the people I want..just like two days ago as from this date..someone made me felt so speechless, but I always liked the way we laughed at stupid things. even though I hardly spoke, deep down I felt exuberant..for those laughter and smiles were deemed priceless, especially Yours.
today's the last day before I shift to the new phase. I packed all my stuffs damn slowly, feeling frustrated with a few things. I had so much things to say, yet all I do is keeping everything inside like a tortoise or a snail who would hide in its own shell. that agony in me, its a little heavy..
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I always wanted to tell you how awesome you are, but well..guess I could only say it here though..haha..how lame I am.
everything aside now. I guess I should put my focus into the academy now.
"Make the best out of it !"
10-12 days, it will fly pass fast I hope !
looking back since after the exams, the days passed in a blink of an eye. 8 months..how fast it flew. feeling frustrated with the fact that I needed to think of what to do for the following months, I tried looking for jobs online but failed umpteen times. it was then, through the IT fair I had worked during the 4 days for part time, I was brought into the IT world, taught by the correct person fortunately.
I learnt many things, the experience, the attitude of different types of people like how absurd and ridiculous they can be or perhaps the nice and easygoing customers where you would treat them like they are your friends, building good relations at the end of the day. I met many people in my workplace, there are those who backstabs, there are those who are arrogant, there is sadly, only a few who are nice. I belonged to the arrogant groupings, for I seldom socialize with those from other showrooms. I find them very fake sometimes, I couldn't stand the facade and the many commotions created at times, but then again...if I just ignored everything and just do my own sales, life would be much easier.
during work, I felt stress for the first few months. I kept ranting about how bad my sales was, but it was all because of my own mistake that I felt that unnecessary anxiety. I learnt how to relax after a long time, and indeed it proved effective. there are some matters you can't make haste with...so we just have to take a step at a time, even if its going to take us long.
5 plus months passed by then, and I guess I needed a break for a month before I get enlisted. there were many days which were hard to pass by, because I had nothing to do throughout the weekdays. time ticked slowly whenever I was alone at home. my desktop's my only companion and nothing else.
some of the days however, were outings with lots of fun, some in which I wouldn't want to forget. time flies during the outing, and I always hoped for the impossible - hoping time would stop for that few moments, letting me spend more time with the people I want..just like two days ago as from this date..someone made me felt so speechless, but I always liked the way we laughed at stupid things. even though I hardly spoke, deep down I felt exuberant..for those laughter and smiles were deemed priceless, especially Yours.
today's the last day before I shift to the new phase. I packed all my stuffs damn slowly, feeling frustrated with a few things. I had so much things to say, yet all I do is keeping everything inside like a tortoise or a snail who would hide in its own shell. that agony in me, its a little heavy..
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I always wanted to tell you how awesome you are, but well..guess I could only say it here though..haha..how lame I am.
everything aside now. I guess I should put my focus into the academy now.
"Make the best out of it !"
10-12 days, it will fly pass fast I hope !
Written on 7:52 PM
31 October 2010 - Words Not Conveyed
I failed.
I got no balls.
I had no idea what I should do or say.
I felt lost.
I turn so speechless sometimes.
its always less than 10 sentences...within a day ><
sigh.
I got no balls.
I had no idea what I should do or say.
I felt lost.
I turn so speechless sometimes.
its always less than 10 sentences...within a day ><
sigh.
Labels: Thoughts
Written on 1:33 AM
25 October 2010 - Replacement?
throwing all the old stuffs away so that I can replace for the new ones.
but there are just some things we would forever want it be the same, for there is nothing able to replace them..right?
Kelvin Yeo's the name
21
I'm nothing extraordinary
But I hold my Pride high
Thus I don't really have a Good Personality
Adaptive to Everywhere I go
Not into Religious Matters
And I Love Annoying People
The Mirror-Effect Guy
(Attitude-Reflections Treatments)
Somehow, you wouldn't want to know me too much
Link blog if you wish to
PREVIOUS BLOG 2006-2009
Onion Tales
TONGFEN
WANRU
Beatrice
Marisa
Amber
Benny
CNY 2010
My 20th
YL's 21st
ECP Outing
KKY's 23rd
Picture Compilation
Blood Type
BH's 21st
Kids Bdays
Christmas Night
End of 2010
CNY 2011
iPhone & Razers
My 21st
P O P LO !!
Blu Tack Figurines
Siqi's 27th
2XU Compression 12KM Run
BH's 22nd
Jurong Lake 10KM Run
TianFang, Wanru & Zhenhong's Bdays
but there are just some things we would forever want it be the same, for there is nothing able to replace them..right?
Labels: Thoughts
Written on 1:45 AM
24 October 2010 - 5.46am
and I'm still awake. I think I'm crazy. the serious case of insomnia comes again..
screwed up sleeping routine..
having less than average hours of sleep per day
having my mind drifted off elsewhere~
gahhh !! going bonkers !
counting down to 9 days, and byebye to the rotting days, and byebye to freedom.
screwed up sleeping routine..
having less than average hours of sleep per day
having my mind drifted off elsewhere~
gahhh !! going bonkers !
counting down to 9 days, and byebye to the rotting days, and byebye to freedom.
Written on 5:46 AM
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Kelvin Yeo's the name
21
I'm nothing extraordinary
But I hold my Pride high
Thus I don't really have a Good Personality
Adaptive to Everywhere I go
Not into Religious Matters
And I Love Annoying People
The Mirror-Effect Guy
(Attitude-Reflections Treatments)
Somehow, you wouldn't want to know me too much
Link blog if you wish to
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PREVIOUS BLOG 2006-2009
Onion Tales
TONGFEN
WANRU
Beatrice
Marisa
Amber
Benny
History
Picture Archives
CNY 2010
My 20th
YL's 21st
ECP Outing
KKY's 23rd
Picture Compilation
Blood Type
BH's 21st
Kids Bdays
Christmas Night
End of 2010
CNY 2011
iPhone & Razers
My 21st
P O P LO !!
Blu Tack Figurines
Siqi's 27th
2XU Compression 12KM Run
BH's 22nd
Jurong Lake 10KM Run
TianFang, Wanru & Zhenhong's Bdays
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