`Nothing Last Forever, and I want my Everything to be my Nothing

02 August 2011 - Flashbacks

have you ever looked back at your life? through the several years that had passed, is there something that occurred to you that left an impact on you such that you will never forget a certain incident?

I did, and until now I do not know whether it's a moment worth remembering. it was a dream, or rather a flashback, that kind of replayed certain events in my past. it was vague, but up until now I could remember what really happened as I had written the events that happened in my previous blog.

I choose to keep whatever happened silent here now and then, it's not meant for any readers to know it anyway. all I can say is that the flashback made me realize, I was never someone lucky, and I had immense hatred for the people who messed up my life, including myself.

I shouldn't be harping on it anyway, because it is already so long ago. the hatred was long gone, much as I tried to rebuild what was ruined after a few years later, I still failed terribly. it was then I realized another thing. I hardly put myself into the shoes of others.

I would ask myself whether I'm a selfish person. I have no answer honestly, only those around me would know. I have never asked my friends this, but sometimes I do feel I am very selfish, not sparing a thought for others.

enough of this ranting that you guys wouldn't know anything about. you would probably find me crazy if I go on writing it.

Labels: In a Daze, Rantings

Written on 8:55 PM

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Kelvin Yeo's the name
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I'm nothing extraordinary
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