01 November 2010 - NS Phase
starting tomorrow, its another new phase. barging into a new environment, surrounded by the many people with unfamiliar faces, having to live with them and to adapt the new lifestyle inside.
looking back since after the exams, the days passed in a blink of an eye. 8 months..how fast it flew. feeling frustrated with the fact that I needed to think of what to do for the following months, I tried looking for jobs online but failed umpteen times. it was then, through the IT fair I had worked during the 4 days for part time, I was brought into the IT world, taught by the correct person fortunately.
I learnt many things, the experience, the attitude of different types of people like how absurd and ridiculous they can be or perhaps the nice and easygoing customers where you would treat them like they are your friends, building good relations at the end of the day. I met many people in my workplace, there are those who backstabs, there are those who are arrogant, there is sadly, only a few who are nice. I belonged to the arrogant groupings, for I seldom socialize with those from other showrooms. I find them very fake sometimes, I couldn't stand the facade and the many commotions created at times, but then again...if I just ignored everything and just do my own sales, life would be much easier.
during work, I felt stress for the first few months. I kept ranting about how bad my sales was, but it was all because of my own mistake that I felt that unnecessary anxiety. I learnt how to relax after a long time, and indeed it proved effective. there are some matters you can't make haste with...so we just have to take a step at a time, even if its going to take us long.
5 plus months passed by then, and I guess I needed a break for a month before I get enlisted. there were many days which were hard to pass by, because I had nothing to do throughout the weekdays. time ticked slowly whenever I was alone at home. my desktop's my only companion and nothing else.
some of the days however, were outings with lots of fun, some in which I wouldn't want to forget. time flies during the outing, and I always hoped for the impossible - hoping time would stop for that few moments, letting me spend more time with the people I want..just like two days ago as from this date..someone made me felt so speechless, but I always liked the way we laughed at stupid things. even though I hardly spoke, deep down I felt exuberant..for those laughter and smiles were deemed priceless, especially Yours.
today's the last day before I shift to the new phase. I packed all my stuffs damn slowly, feeling frustrated with a few things. I had so much things to say, yet all I do is keeping everything inside like a tortoise or a snail who would hide in its own shell. that agony in me, its a little heavy..
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I always wanted to tell you how awesome you are, but well..guess I could only say it here though..haha..how lame I am.
everything aside now. I guess I should put my focus into the academy now.
"Make the best out of it !"
10-12 days, it will fly pass fast I hope !
looking back since after the exams, the days passed in a blink of an eye. 8 months..how fast it flew. feeling frustrated with the fact that I needed to think of what to do for the following months, I tried looking for jobs online but failed umpteen times. it was then, through the IT fair I had worked during the 4 days for part time, I was brought into the IT world, taught by the correct person fortunately.
I learnt many things, the experience, the attitude of different types of people like how absurd and ridiculous they can be or perhaps the nice and easygoing customers where you would treat them like they are your friends, building good relations at the end of the day. I met many people in my workplace, there are those who backstabs, there are those who are arrogant, there is sadly, only a few who are nice. I belonged to the arrogant groupings, for I seldom socialize with those from other showrooms. I find them very fake sometimes, I couldn't stand the facade and the many commotions created at times, but then again...if I just ignored everything and just do my own sales, life would be much easier.
during work, I felt stress for the first few months. I kept ranting about how bad my sales was, but it was all because of my own mistake that I felt that unnecessary anxiety. I learnt how to relax after a long time, and indeed it proved effective. there are some matters you can't make haste with...so we just have to take a step at a time, even if its going to take us long.
5 plus months passed by then, and I guess I needed a break for a month before I get enlisted. there were many days which were hard to pass by, because I had nothing to do throughout the weekdays. time ticked slowly whenever I was alone at home. my desktop's my only companion and nothing else.
some of the days however, were outings with lots of fun, some in which I wouldn't want to forget. time flies during the outing, and I always hoped for the impossible - hoping time would stop for that few moments, letting me spend more time with the people I want..just like two days ago as from this date..someone made me felt so speechless, but I always liked the way we laughed at stupid things. even though I hardly spoke, deep down I felt exuberant..for those laughter and smiles were deemed priceless, especially Yours.
today's the last day before I shift to the new phase. I packed all my stuffs damn slowly, feeling frustrated with a few things. I had so much things to say, yet all I do is keeping everything inside like a tortoise or a snail who would hide in its own shell. that agony in me, its a little heavy..
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
I always wanted to tell you how awesome you are, but well..guess I could only say it here though..haha..how lame I am.
everything aside now. I guess I should put my focus into the academy now.
"Make the best out of it !"
10-12 days, it will fly pass fast I hope !
Written on 7:52 PM
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